looking back, it was irony in more ways than i thought. okay, i don't care already. the fun's over already. looking forward to tomorrow. think it'll be quite fun. hope it'll be great fun with the people in the class, coz we won't have much more times together. like it or not. i wonder if i'll remember this two years clearly some years down the road. hopefully so, memories are worth keeping. i like memories.

anyway, i think it is damn stupid that no one's going grad night, or prom, or whatever you call it. who the hell decided to hold it in suntec city? wtf. and it costs too much for a place like that to have grad dinner. quote my friends, "having your prom in a shopping mall.." yeah, dumb huh? doubt my class is going. so unless there's some other reason, unlikely that i'll go i guess. though i'd like to. i mean, i'd like to go for my graduation dinner. common sense? too bad, wondered who screwed it up. heard arts fac having their own little thing somewhere else. yea, hope the whole school boycotts it, and it'll be very lose-face for the school also man.. haha. still, what the heck. kinda pissed off. still thinking.

shuai ah? the movie's great too.

let me tell you abouut irony. today i found some guy's wallet in the library. in the past year, i have found and returned 2 wallets, during the same time i have lost the same number, and not have any news of them. oh man. anyway, i disagree with myself. forget it, yah. ah, one more day to a 5 day break. break to mug, play bball, slack a little, study a lot. that's my plan anyway. now, there's not much to distract you, so just concentrate on your studies and get on with it. and yay, gryphons cup matches this sat are on only in the evening, which is damn good for me. cos i still have to go school in the morning for bio make-up practical. oh and want to catch House of Flying Daggers soon. ah, i'm a busy man. haha, no lah, i'm just a confused kid.

she's a feast for the eyes. sigh. what can i say, what can i do.. go dream. at least that's something good. dreams are something lovely. things that one can go on. ok, anyhow there is not much to go on. get priorities right. what i need to do now is to get my studies in order. then talk. but.

there're so many things i want to say. but for some reason i never say anything much. a note of advice, bottling up your feelings/thoughts is extremely unhealthy. you might even go crazy. why do i place so many restrictions on myself? i think i'm mad.

judging from my previous writings, i've had an incredibily exhausting week. today has got to be the climax. reached ri at 815 am to play in gryphons cup. first game for me was too damn slack. don't know why, didn't feel like playing. so second match was quite some bit better, personally. but as a team, it was screwed up. but hey, these two are not mutually exclusive. the middle part of the day was spent in liu hao/wei bo's room. intended to study some, but it remained an intention. so two days passed without me touching work. highly screwed. know what's the best part? next week's gonna be the exact same thing. maybe a little worse. scary thought. anyway, i really am tired. mind's close to a blank now. whatever's left of today has been spent on this. k, looking forward to a new week. or?